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When it takes
Over You, You
Spill your guts to me
The truth
Grapes crushed over time
Let me know you could be mine
So lets get in line
I'm sorry to offend those few
The ones we love, the ones who
Won't understand what we can do
Possiblilites are endless
But you and I know that endlessness
Can only be endlessness
If you let it begin
So what, who cares about tomorrow when
They all wake up
Hung over and find us
Hung together in bed
Why does one thing have to end
For another to begin?

I can be your secret
If you can be mine
We'll climb up ladders
To find a place where they can't find
Hidden like our secret
That's held in your heart and mine
The secret that you opened up
After you opened up the wine.
Did you really know what you were telling me?
You know something, you we're telling me
All of the things that were killing me
They were just killing me inside
And I know it kills you deep inside.
Cause it's a secret we dont want to hide
Like the dream inside your mind.
Why does one thing have to end
For another to begin.

THE END

PS I was listening to Broken Social Scene's two songs "I'm still Your Fag" and "Pitter Patter Goes My Heart" when i was writing this so fuck off with the "fil's a pussy" attitude, i get that enough from my dad haha.

I can't find the Humping smiley face.

Santa is the reason I'm not a virgin

::Happy Holidays::

You Wouldnt believe the PONTIFICATION of the FABULOUSNESS of our marage

(Thanks Julia Roberts)

We were in love and when people are in love they put it in eachothers butts.

You still down for spraying my little cousin with the hose?

I finished shooting my final today by photographing Dru. She's my Chamelion, and lordy was she a good Chamelion. I've got three of the six prints done for it. Now I just need to kick some ass in the dark room. Righteous. Rock. Revolution.

Yesterday I shot for my final with kelley, I have five more shoots to do now for this photo final. I think it's going to go really well, last night I was at the lab for 6 hours from six to midnight, printing for both my brag book, and I printed the one part of my final that I had shot earlier. Kelley's picture turned out really nice, and I cant wait to show her and everyone else when this whole thing is wrapped up.

"He's got a dragon over there, mine are just protestants"

I went to a gallery last night and there was some art there that I really couldnt understand. I used to just not give a shit when I saw art I didnt understand. I would shrug and like a nine year old holding a hustler say "oh well, I'm sure ill get it when I'm older." But now it seems that the art I see at these openings is getting worse and worse, if not worse and worse further and further from something distinguishable and relative to the rest of the world. It's not the idea that the art is so bad that gets me confused and frustrated. It's that I go to a gallery and theres people oohing and aahhing over something like a block of wood nailed to a wall with a string hanging from it. I think "Did I miss this part in my art history class?" or is it just that I'm not one of the intillectually cultural hard ons that inhavit these places. One piece last night was a giant crochet that was stretched out like spiderwebs, the little cliffnote card next to it said that it represented unity cause it was all formed from one string and the loops represended somethign and I just thought to myself, hey what about making a sweater! But like I said mabye I just don't get it. Mabye this crap is really whats kicking ass in the art world, but I dont have to like it, and frankly I'm sort of fine with that.

Kelley is clensed of her sins, how about the rest of you?

"I have to go searching again, I'm currently knee deep in unicorn shit"

"Keep away from me you cat-bastard"

I saw that once, scared me so once no sleep had on me the next time.

I started reading Torture The Artist by Joey Goebel today. I started today cause amazon.com is run by a bunch of lazys who send stuff out nearly a week after its released. So far it's a good book, im recomending it to all my artist friends since as you could tell by the title, Art is involved very much in the book. I really loved his first book The Anomalies, so I'm looking foreward to this

As you are all well aware, I am quite fond of using the phrase "That wins for sentence of the day." If you've ever notices I say it at least every two days. This is so because also as you know, I am a fan of the english language and it's many uses. I get quite a kick out of it when I hear the english language either, butchered, exaggerated, contorted, misused, or embellished in any way. Language as I see it is a set of tangrams that can consists of pieces of many different shapes sizes that can be used to represent an array of different things. The need is I feel for me to share my love of the english language and many of its inexplicable and hilarious loopholes, that is why I will now be posting, The Sentence of the Day. I will not however be posting the context in which it was said or the person who said it. That I will leave up to you the reader.

Today's Sentence of the Day:

"Good lord I burnt that yo-yo in two even three hundred percent."

Provided by Dan Quinn: All those asian kids next door, every time I go out... they keep squinting at me

Last night was crazy, as most halloweens are. It was the first party type party I went to this year so far, I remember now why I dont go to parties anymore. The beach was fun though. Got all wet in the ocean, then I tried to steal a towell from a hotel with blaker and tommy. All in all it was a fun night.

JerseyBelle815 (6/13/54 PM): this is so fetch
x35mmFiLm (6/14/23 PM): im glad that word didnt take off
x35mmFiLm (6/14/33 PM): it sounds to much like fletch
JerseyBelle815 (6/14/35 PM): i shall agree
JerseyBelle815 (6/14/46 PM): i'll fletch you
x35mmFiLm (6/14/52 PM): will you now
JerseyBelle815 (6/14/54 PM): what does fletch mean?
x35mmFiLm (6/15/18 PM): you're going to fuck me in the ass and drunk out the come?
JerseyBelle815 (6/15/29 PM): i take it back

So this author who I'm a fan of named Joey Goebel, was arrested for groping Jenna Von Oy. Who the fuck is jenna Von Oy you may ask. I was confused too. so I looked her up and discovered that Jenna Von Oy is an actress whos done mostly TV work with the exception of being the voice of the girl in A Goofy Movie. Her most well known role probably is the role of the wacky neigbor and best friend on the TV show "Blossom" she played the character of six. If thats not the most fuckdiculous bit of "celebrity gossip" ive ever heard i dont know what makes for good gossip these days. Just another thing getting my fingers even more tightly crossed on this book publishing thing. I want to grope obscure and almost unknown celebrities. Granted I can get arrested for that now, but I want people to go "hey man you hear about that guy who wrote that book about being a pussy?" "Yeah man, hes so rad!" "I'm hungry"

Today it rained, it rained on and off all day. While I don't have a problem with rain really, it going all day and the mist staying in the air makes my hallways in my building smell like the dirtiest most rank wet fart in the world. I've succeded in extening a half hour procrastination a good four days now. Tonight is really my last night to get my drawing done before I force myself into a 7 hour work load tomorrow night to hand in my stuff for tuesday at noon. This town would be great if it weren't for the fucking classes. That's not true really. I do like my photo class. It's just the stuff I don't give shits about like drawing and art history. I did however decide to make my favorite ninja turtle not on the turtle himself but the renisance artist they were named after. And after careful consideration and observation I've concluded that well its the same turtle it was before.